Mayo part two

Today we had four appointments.  I am so disappointed.  Basically I am looking at at least three major surgeries and some out patient procedures, as well.  There is also the possibility of radiation back on the table,too.  I didn't hear any more about my mammograms/ultrasound.  I cannot even talk about how awful I feel about the whole thing.  And to top it all off, I lost my wedding ring.  I will write more when I can do it without crying.